in the wee hours of 4th nov.
24 more days to go.

and i cant believe it when you said that.
oh well.
i dont agree with getting used to things.
getting used, implies complacency,
status quo
its something i need to learn to break out of.

its true isnt it,
that many a times, when life gets comfy, you know you're in for a fall.
because comfort causes us to stray away for God
for me at least, that happens.
so everytime i think
" i can stay here forever and be happy"
i know that trials are coming up next.
that has never failed to be the case.
cycles of ups and downs.
if only i would learn,
to walk even closer when the going's good.
if only.

please God, let me learn.